Wow, look at me! I'm writing a blogpost... I am still ALIVE! And yet... I'm really struggling for something to say here. Just a minute ago, my head was swirling with all kinds of crazy things. Intergalatic travel, Israel, Lebanon, the Martian Forest, camping, psychedelic drugs, the meaning of life and so on.

Why can't I write a meaningful post to my understandably absent readers?

Work took a lot out of me today. I swear as the last hour was roaring by, I thought my heart would burst. I have no idea why today of all days, I was so jittery. It was a typical busy Monday, that's all. Lately, I'm having a harder time with the constant barrage of interruption and am getting increasingly irritated with the slow pace of completing what should be very simple tasks. I realize now that I can't handle stress as well as I thought I could.

Or maybe its just one of those days and I should just forget it about it.

A little while ago I was sitting in the back yard smoking a cigarette. I was thinking about nebulas that stretch out for lightyears and gigantic blobs in space. At that same moment, somewhere in the universe, one tired star succumbed and collapsed on itself. On Earth, we'd never know it. That type of light just doesn't blink out.

After work, I ate left over Chinese food and watched the latest episode of Bleach. My life is EPIC.